Chris Diary

Chris Diary
　　Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waitedjordans 6 cheap jeans cheap t shirts nike air force one air force ones, she looked at me innocently. Being together for so long, of course I knew what she meant. I understand how she must feel when she came all this way here in this kind of weather and I treat her like this. With her soft eyes staring at meretro Jordan jordans on sale prada jordan 12 air jordan 6, I felt guilt and wanted to let her stay for the night.
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　　We were walking along the side of the road. She was in front of me and I was right behind her. Her umbrella had a broken spoke. She looked liked a wounded soldierair jordan 2 jordan 13 jordan 11 creative recreation air jordan 3, carrying her rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, she was too into thinking or whatever she was doing, drifting off the road, she almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wanted to just take her in my arms, but with the love I had for her and the constant pain in my stomachreplica chanel watches Replica handbags Wholesale handbags Louis Vuitton handbags replica Louis Vuitton handbags , I did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go.
　　With her begging, my cold heart softened, but I still put up an annoyed face and walked in the park. I was just sitting on the benches looking like I wanted to leaveLouis Vuitton replica Louis Vuitton Replica handbags supra shoes Solar water heater suppliers. She went to the big oak tree and she was looking for something. I knew she was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. If I remember it right, it said, “Chris and Susan was here, Chris had tea and Susan was drinking hot chocolate. Hope Chris and Susan would always remember this day, always loving each otherdiscount ed hardy Wedding dresses d&g shoes prada shoes women boots, forever.” She was looking around for quite a while, then she came back slowly with tears on her face.
　Four years ago, the doctor said I had cancer, but it was found early, so it was still curable. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about the cancerleather shoes mens boots men's boots timberland boots ugg boots sale. I didn’t think about the cancer again and did not go back to the doctor. Until a month ago, my stomach was hurting for two weeks straight, and the nightmare awakened me again. First I thought the pain would go away, but it grew stronger until to the point that I couldn’t take it anymore. I went back to the doctor and took an X-ray.